Saturday, April 30, 2005, braces.
went for my dental today, and i've like got appointments all the way up to september la! fuck. does that mean that i hafta wear my braces till then? i'm like so sick of it! 4 years is enough. but why. why cant i take it out. ):
hmm. went SIM to check out the courses there too. so i guess i'll be studying there. yes. cool place. schools hours are like heaven. the most three hours only. ya. but what. i just feel funny, different. i always cant take the normal route which people would normally go. maybe it's just fate.
alright. off for dinner. i'm so so hungry!
love*(:
furnise @ 8:31 PM
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Friday, April 29, 2005, i had more than enough.
being treated like dirt.
being treated like a spare tyre.
being make used of.
being taken for granted.
being not appreciated.
being taken as a burden.
why? why am i being treated like that. i've put in so much, more than i even could. and all i get in return is this. do i even deserve all these. unfair. i'm always having the worst of everything.
life's fucked up. i hate it. death's the only solution. it's just a matter of time.
furnise @ 8:51 PM
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, a good day at last.
hmm. a good day at last. hee. got my eyebrows and waxing done. finally. went compass point, on the bus, he found a hp. the person called, i answered. met the person at compass yoshi, young boy. haa. we did a good deed. hee! we're nice people. ;)) bought his guitar strings. rush to dental, coz my poor darling got gum infection. sigh. accompanied him in cause he was so scared. haa. so cutee. hugs. just like a small boy. then went over to his place and watch the nice o'clock show. then home sweet home.
here's a pic to end.
i love this pic! sweet~
(:
furnise @ 12:07 AM
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Thursday, April 28, 2005, pain.
the
pain
inside,
no
one
knows.
unfair, that's the word.
sick and tired.
gave up.
furnise @ 8:05 AM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005, love;
fliping through our photos
memories are like real again
last year end
we were laughing so happily
looking at your tear-filled face
saying goodbye to me
i could not hear in time
you already left so far
maybe you've already given me up
maybe it's impossible to turn back
i know the wrongs that i've made
please give me another reason to say you dont love me
take it that i dont know
cant you forgive me
please dont use break ups as your request
i know that insisting on leaving
is the excuse of you being hurt
please turn back
i'll be with you till the end
even if nothing comes out of it
i still can take it
i know that your pain was caused by me
you said i had a choice
yet i'm lonely cause you choose to
if you wanna go
please remember me
but if you're sad
just forget me
furnise @ 10:11 PM
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, laziness.
i
am
just
plain
lazy
to
blog
!
(:
furnise @ 2:25 PM
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Monday, April 25, 2005, ):
i was born weird. so weird that none will ever understand. till now. i get upset so easily. situations around me made me so. why. where's thhe cheerful me, i guess it can no longer be found.
you, are the remote control to my mood.
confused me.
furnise @ 11:06 PM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005, what a dick.
furnise @ 11:03 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005, dont like!
i do not like the way life is now.
where's happiness?
i need.
furnise @ 10:08 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005, 7th april..
happy one year anniversary baby! muacks.
-a very memorable day we had-
*i should learn to be contented with what i have*
(:
furnise @ 11:55 AM
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